Monday, July 15, 2013

Enlarge My Heart!


Enlarge My Heart!  Psalm 119: 32

What is the work of love in human hearts?  The Psalmist says, “I will run the way of your commandments, when you enlarge my heart.”  The translation is after Theresa of Avila and her remark in Latin: “dilitasti cor meum.” In his Prologue to the Rule St. Benedict says, “For as we advance in the religious life and faith, our hearts expand and we run the way of God’s commandments with unspeakable sweetness of love.”

It is love that expands the heart, love in all its fullness.  Not sweet sentimentality, but love that expresses itself, to use an old out of fashion word, as charity, or caritas.  That love is an active, rather than a sentimental love reaching out to others with the compassion of Jesus Christ who is incarnate in our hearts.  One of the marks of that love is commitment, a commitment to action, not passivity.

Parents, at least good parents, experience the expansion of the heart in their commitment and care for their children.  That love often bears with it a stretching that comes from the demands of a little child for comfort and care at times that are not always convenient.  Love takes you out of yourself.

Years ago I had an encounter with a priest who was having difficulty with members of his congregation.  Knowing this particular group of people I remarked, “All they want you to do is to love them.”  Then I asked, “Are you ready to do that?”  He hung his head and said, “No!”  I was to learn later that his own heart was badly wounded by a wife who was abusing prescription drugs.  Sometimes one must come to the Healer of Broken Hearts before one is able to commit to the joyful and arduous labour of love. 

Let me say as an aside, sometimes priests have difficulty with their people simply because they are difficult people.  Nothing is ever really simple.

The love that expands the hearts bears with it a certain holy detachment; one cannot love effectively if one is in turmoil over attempts to control the object of one’s love.  Love does not seek control.  When control comes in the door, love goes out the window.

The four loves: affection [love’s basic building block], brotherly love [and friendship], eros [as a desire for intimacy] and agapé [the flame of charity] are only manifest within us as Christ Himself is incarnate in our human hearts.  That is to say, He is the Source of the love within us, and not we ourselves.

One implication of the incarnation of love within us is that our human hearts are manifestly imperfect, and as a result, all of our loving, a holy as the source is, is nonetheless imperfect.  It cannot be otherwise.  That is why all lovers should be very humble, knowing that even the love that expands our hearts is coloured by the shadows of our human reality.  Just because we love, doesn't mean that we are always right, or timely, in our loving, or that our love is in any way invincible. 

That is why, in speaking of the enlargement of the heart, the Psalmist confesses that he does not yet run the way of God’s commandments.  He says, “I will run the way of your commandments, when you enlarge my heart.”  The running in the way of His commandments is yet in the future.  The stretching of the heart comes first.


Sunday, June 9, 2013

Majesty and Awe

In our American culture we have lost the sense of majesty and awe.  Under the influence of popular cries to make the Church more relevant and make it “seeker sensitive¸ there is a call to streamline and simplify our worship sometimes trimming the very things that convey that majesty and awe.  At our home we have various practices in praying the Daily Office[1] and from time to time we have gone through periods of singing the Offices from the Alton Abbey prayer books.  A couple of years ago a visiting monk who had joined us in singing Morning Prayer remarked, “If you say the office instead of singing it, you can get through it faster.” 

I didn’t think that was quite the point of praying the Daily Offices, whether sung or said.  For me the chief end of prayer is just being with God.  Remember the four steps of Lectio Divina:

1.                  Read the Scripture passage over several times to anchor it in your mind.
2.                  Reflect on its meaning, but don’t get trapped in academic Bible Study.
3.                  Respond in prayer.  Prayer puts us in the place of responsive obedience to the  will of God.  Bear in mind that Responding to God in Prayer often calls for us to respond actively by either doing something, or in some cases ceasing do to something.
4.                  Rest.  Resting in the presence of God is the true end of Lectio. 

Resting in the presence of God is the true end of both Lectio Divina and prayer.  Prayer has its foundation in the prayer life of the ancient Church and in the worship life of the people of Israel.  The Psalter was the prayer book of both the ancient Church and of our Jewish forbearers.  That is why the Daily Offices focus on the Psalter and on balanced readings from both Old and New Testaments.  In praying Morning Prayer, whether from the Book of Common Prayer or the Alton Abbey prayer books, one prays with the ancient and continuing Church across the centuries.  The other major strand of Prayer is called Habitual Recollection [recollecting oneself in the presence of God].  Habitual Recollection includes our informal intercessions for family, friends and events; along with those short arrow prayers we shoot heavenward throughout the day, and the Practice of the Awareness of the Presence of God.  Hebrew expresses things in a concrete, rather than in an abstract way.  In Psalm 105:4b the translators most often render it this way: “seek his presence continually.”  The Hebrew, in a literal minded and concrete fashion, says, “seek his face continually.”[2]  When you, in prayer or Lectio Divina, rest in the presence of God you are resting not in a vague and ephemeral[3] presence but before the face of God Himself.

Here we arrive at the core of the matter for today.  If we miss the majesty and awesomeness of God we miss a major element in our relationship with Him.  We have to understand the Transcendence of God before we understand the true meaning of His Immanence.   Only when we understand the Majesty and utter Holiness of God can we understand the meaning of the Incarnation when “he made himself nothing.”[4]  When we say that He come down to our level it helps to remember from what heights he descends.  When we pray it is not just to a warm and loving Father that we open our hearts, but to the awesome God, who says to his children, “You shall be holy to me, for I the LORD am holy and have separated you from the peoples, that you should be mine.”[5]



[1] The Daily Offices in the Book of Common Prayer are Morning Prayer, Noonday, Evening Prayer and Compline.  Try it, you’ll like it.
[2] ESV
[3] Isn’t that a nice word?  It means brief or passing.
[4] Philippians 2:5-11
[5] Leviticus 20:26 and 1 Peter 1:15-16

Monday, May 27, 2013

Lectio Divina; Who Will Lead Me into the Strong City

                   Lectio Divina


I ~ Lectio: Read

      Gently read the scriptures, slowly savouring and repeating the parts of the text that speak to the depths of your heart.  Listen to the Word “with the ear of your heart’, and be willing to linger on portions of the text that seem to speak to you in a special way.

      Through repetition, gently allow the text to percolate into your memory.  Be willing to set the printed text aside and to listen quietly to the Word that you have taken into your heart.


II ~ Meditatio: Reflect

      Lovingly and slowly repeat the text you have internalized.  Allow this interior “mulling over” to help the text “yield its savor”.  Allow the text to interact with your memories, your hopes, your concerns.  Don’t be afraid of “distractions”; simply acknowledge them and let go of them, always returning to the portion of Scriptures you have taken into your heart.

III ~ Oratio: Respond

      Let the text summon you to a place before the Lord all of yourself.  Make the Word you have taken into yourself be a real word of consecration – a Word of blessing and a means of offering to the Lord your deepest hopes and concerns.  Let the gentle repetition of the Word lead you into dialogue with the God Who originally inspired the text, and Who has now used the Scriptures as a way of drawing you into His presence.

IV ~ Contemplatio: Rest

      As you feel called to do so, simply rest silently in the presence of the Lord.  Be willing to let go of the text that has let you into God’s presence.  Enjoy the sweetness of silent communion with the God Who stands behind the Scriptures.

Conclusion


      Recognize that these steps are not stages in an orderly process: they are a way of allowing the inner rhythms of our spiritual lives to become more and more charged with the presence of God.  We are not to judge the quality of our Lectio by how much or little time we spend in any of the above activities.  The rhythm of the Lectio Divina reflects the rhythm of our lives: we may move from one step to another without realizing it; and we may find several steps coexisting at the same time.  Lectio Divina is simply a way of experiencing in our reading of the Scriptures what God intends our whole lives to become – a continuous experience of His Presence, a continual and unending prayer.


Who Will Lead Me Into the Strong City?
Who will lead me into the strong city?* who will bring me into Edom? – Psalm 108: 10 BCP
Lectio: Read, Reflect, Respond, Rest.
Read: the Text over several times and commit to memory.
Reflect: This part of the Psalm is quoted from Psalm 60:7-12; the first part of the Psalm can be found in Psalm 57:7-11.  The question is rhetorical.  The prayer is addressed to Elohim who has said, “I will exult and parcel out Shechem; I will divide the valley of Succoth.” – v. 7.  The Psalmist knows the answer before he asks his question, and he expects that you also will know the answer.
My appreciation of this verse is based on prior experience.  I have literally ridden on horseback into the strong city, into Petra in Jordan.  When I entered what I saw was splendid ruins, faded glory, conquered and devastated power, and behind the glorious façade small empty rooms.
The ‘strong city’ is a metaphor for difficult challenges.  After the strong city has been broached one often finds that only ruins remain.
In the course of life I have with God, Elohim, the Triune God, conquered many personal “enemies,” many situations which in themselves, apart from grace, were too big for me to tackle.
“With God we will do valiant deeds,* and he shall tread our enemies under foot.” – Psalm 108:13.  The word ‘valiant’ is khali.yil also meaning strength, might, efficiency, wealth, and army.  I note that ‘efficiency’ is included in the extended meaning of ‘valiant’.  Lest I be overcome with the call to be valiant, strong and efficient, I hear St. Augustine say, “Give what you command. Command what you will.”  The Psalmist says, “On the day I called, you answered me; my strength of soul you increased” [Psalm 138:3].  When he calls us to be valiant, He stands ready to give us the strength when we ask for it. 
There is no strong city that by grace I cannot overcome.  “Grant us your help against the enemy,* and he shall tread our enemies under foot.’ – psalm 108:13
Respond:  “Looking at it that way my Lord, the challenges of this particular day are small in comparison with those that I’ve faced in the past.  And even if this were not so, still by your grace, I can overcome whatever is placed before me.  Sometimes I make the mistake of projecting, of bringing tomorrow’s challenges into today, and I have to remind myself to live one day at a time.  Thank you for the grace and strength to meet the challenges before me.”

Rest: “Seek the LORD and his strength; seek his presence continually!” [Psalm 105:4].  In sharing this as a group Lectio Divina it was apparent that the members of our Chapter were experiencing the Presence of God at this point on our Lectio.

Sunday, April 28, 2013

Stability and the Rhythm of the Psalms



           The Church is a communion of sinners, before it becomes a communion of saints.  That should not distress us unduly.  One of the benefits of that reality is that both you and I are accepted in the fellowship of the Church.  Let me remind you that our fellowship is not just with each other but “with the Father and with his Son Jesus Christ.”[i] 

            Springing out of the nature of our communion of sinners as fallen humanity, are strong needs that cry out for the stability offered by making an Oblation of our lives within the context of a specific monastery.  There are no Oblates-at-Large; Oblates are under authority.  One of our fundamental needs is the need for accountability.   The need for accountability is satisfied by a way of life marked by the balance inherent in the Rule, “. . . let him so temper all things that the strong may have something to strive after and the weak nothing to run from”[ii]  

            With that comes the Benedictine reference point for a fresh perspective of life and for the re-setting of our priorities.  Our Oblation, is in part, a decision for stability; stability being one of the fundamental values of the Rule of St. Benedict.  That decision for stability carries us out of the subjective area, where we may be driven by feelings, and places us within a context where there are the solid reference points provided by the Rule.  The decision for stability brings to us a greater sense of personal balance, and a moderation of those emotions that so often afflict us.

            Balance also calls for a holy unrest, a yearning that prevents stability from becoming placidity.

            In the chanting of the Psalms, the text, punctuation, and melody call us into a greater focus both on the presence of the Father and the Son, and on the meaning of these words which God the Spirit seeks to anchor in our hearts.  At first Oblates struggle to find the rhythm of the community.  Eventually the rhythm dominates and becomes reminiscent of the breathing techniques that acted as an aid for the internalization of the Jesus prayer in the Eastern Church.  Above all it is the Psalms, with their steady rhythm, that provide the liturgical framework for the stability that flows from the Offices throughout the day.

            God calls us into Salvation.  God calls us into Stability.  God calls us into the Prayers of the Community.  God calls us into the Secret Place of Prayer known only to us and to Him alone.  All originates in the heart of God who Himself calls us into prayer.  Prayer itself is ultimately just a pretext for being with Him.  Being with Him is beyond words. 

The disciplines of acquired grace, such as the singing of the Psalms, hold the soul aloft for the gift of infused grace.  Acquired grace, remains grace, because it is given in response to the humble praying of the Offices which we have accepted as part of our call as Oblates.  It is truly acquired because if the discipline falters the grace that flows from it also ceases, but we do not acquire it by earning it.  We acquire it by stepping into the flow of the river of that grace as we pray the Offices, as the Psalmist says, “You shall cause them to drink from the torrent of your pleasure.”[iii] That acquired grace holds our soul aloft to God for those moments of infused grace, those touches of Divine Intimacy for which our hearts yearn.

            There is a delightful story about steadfast in prayer in The Sayings of the Desert Fathers.  Abba John the Dwarf mingled together his discipline of prayer with the weaving of his baskets.  “A camel-driver came one day to pick up some goods and take them elsewhere.  Going inside to bring him what he had woven, Abba John forgot about it because his spirit was fixed in God.  So once more the camel-driver disturbed him by knocking on the door and once more Abba John went in and forgot.  The camel-driver knocked a third time and Abba John went in saying, ‘Weaving--camel; weaving--camel.’  He said this so that he would not forget again.”[iv]   By following his discipline of acquired grace Abba John held his soul aloft to God for gift of infused grace and at times so dwelt in the presence of God that nothing could deflect him.
                                                                                               


[i] I John 1:3
[ii] Rule of St. Benedict, Chapter 65
[iii] Psalm 36:8b – Richard of St. Victor
[iv] The Sayings of the Desert Fathers

Monday, March 25, 2013

Junker Fleisch: The Death of the Old Man




















There is a charming expression in Martin Luther’s writing; he refers to Junker Fleisch. The word Junker means something like “little lord,” or in Luther’s usage, “petty tyrant.”  So then Luther regards our carnal nature as Little Lord Flesh.  One of the functions of a Lenten Discipline is to uncover the nature and dominance, the petty lordship, of our carnal nature.  If you set a goal of any significant abstinence for Lent it may well uncover the underlying drive that your choice of abstinence reflects.  In other words we establish a law of self-control and have some difficulty keeping it if we try to keep it our own strength.  It’s not unusual for an alcoholic to pledge not to drink for the forty days of Lent, only to begin drinking on the 39th day because that’s close enough.  That is unless he discovers that Sundays are feast days, and chooses to drink his feast.

Luther says,

No one recognizes the old man, unless he first understands and consents to the Law. But if the Law is recognized, then also the old man, so to speak, becomes alive….that is, we now recognize this subjection. Without the Law we would not know that sin has dominion over us.  But if the old man is dead, then we also are dead to the Law.  It can no longer subject us to sin, but has lost its power over us.[i]

It’s as though God says to us, “Don’t do that!” and we become alive to the possibility and say,” I hadn’t thought of it, but now that You mention it, it has a certain attraction for me.”

Luther gives the following helpful illustration: 

As an analogy I might refer to the heat in lime.  No one knows that lime has heat until he pours water upon it.  Then the heat has occasion to show itself.  The water did not create the heat in the lime, but it has made it manifest.[ii]

That is why the righteous must live by faith in the forgiveness and grace of God.  If you try to fulfill the Law in your own strength, even a law that you set for yourself, you ultimately cannot succeed.  If you trust that God Himself will not only forgive you, but also cover your sins, you are free from the condemnation of the Law.

            Theresa of Avila, who certainly would not desire to be classed in the same group with Martin Luther, is in substantial agreement with Luther when she says of God that “He gilds my faults.”

As miserable and imperfect as my deeds were, this Lord of mine improved and perfected them and gave them value, and the evils and sins He then hid.  His Majesty even permitted the eyes of those who saw these sins to be blinded, and He removed these sins from their memory.  He gilds my faults; the Lord makes a virtue shine that He places in me—almost forcing me to have it. [iii]        
                                          
It is not that sin is any less sin, but sin must be seen through the eyes of grace.  Never underestimate your sin, nor the work of grace in your life.  God Himself almost forces us to live by grace, rather than by self-accusation. 

Catherine of Genoa observes,

“I then saw others who were fighting against their evil inclinations and forcing themselves to resist them.  But I saw that the more they struggled against them, the more they committed them . . . You cannot defend yourself and I cannot defend myself.  The thing we must do is renounce the care of ourselves unto God who can defend our true self.” [iv]

The psalmist says, “Protect my life from the fear of the enemy.”[v]   There is a common thread.  Fear and compulsive flight from sin don’t help.  Let Him gild your faults.  Rely on grace, not only for the past, but also for the present.  You cannot defend yourself.  Relax into His hands.  Catherine also speaks of the gradual unfolding of self-awareness.  We are only shown what we need to see, and are accepted even with our imperfections and limited self-knowledge.  He protects us from complete self-knowledge, which is more than we can bear.

Luther reminds us that,

The saints are at the same time sinners while they are righteous.  They are righteous, because they believe in Christ, whose righteousness covers them and is imputed to them.  But they are sinners, inasmuch as they do not fulfill the Law¸ and still have sinful lusts.[vi]

We are called upon to accept the miracle of grace that has been poured into our lives through the cross and resurrection of Jesus Christ our Lord.  While we are yet sinners God covers our sin and considers us righteous in Christ Jesus our Lord. 

We are in a continuing battle with our own carnal nature and St. Benedict tells us that the way through is the way of obedience.

“To you, therefore, my words are now addressed, whoever you may be, who are renouncing your own will to battle under the Lord Christ, the true King, and are taking up the strong, bright weapons of obedience.”[vii]

Benedict’s understanding of obedience is not in the least abstract.  When he recommends obedience, in his context, he means a specific obedience, obedience to the Abbot.  There is a direct application for us as Oblates.  Our obedience is to be given to those in direct authority over us.  Paul says, “obey in everything those who are your earthly masters, not by way of eye-service, as people pleasers, but with sincerity of heart fearing the Lord.  Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men.”[viii]  This is not always comfortable advice, particularly in a culture that was defined originally by rebellion against England, justified or not, or in the South where Johnny Reb died by the thousands seeking independence.  A suspicion of authority is deep within American culture.

            Benedict tells us that we are not alone in our struggle with self-discipline and self-control.  He advises us,

“Let us ask God that He be pleased to give us the help of His grace for anything which our nature finds hardly possible.”[ix]

            When Benedict talks of obedience he does so with a remarkable balance that is instructive.  One of my favourite passages in the Rule is Chapter 68.

If a Brother is Commanded to do Impossible Things

“If it happens that difficult or impossible tasks are laid on a brother, let him nevertheless receive the order of the one in authority with all meekness and obedience. But if he sees that the weight of the burden altogether exceeds the limit of his strength, let him submit the reasons for his inability to the one who is over him in a quiet way and at an opportune time, without pride, resistance, or contradiction. 

And if after these representations the Superior still persists in his decision and command, let the subject know that this is for his good, and let him obey out of love, trusting in the help of God”[x]

The connection between doing battle against our carnal nature with the “bright weapons of obedience,” is the simple reality that unless we have a healthy relationship with authority in our everyday, work-a-day lives and in our churches, it is unlikely that we will respect the authority of the Lord Christ.  The spiritual principle is the same as principle that the Apostle John notes in regard to love, “He who does not love his brother whom he has seen cannot love God whom he has not seen.”[xi]

            The second thing is the advice of Catherine of Genoa.  She says, and Luther would agree, that “The thing we must do is renounce the care of ourselves unto God who can defend our true self.”[xii]  Justification by faith is not a passive thing, but an active thing, and the offer of grace needs to be met with our surrender.

A classic prayer of Charles de Foucauld gives voice to this surrender.

Father,
I abandon myself into your hands;
do with me what you will.
Whatever you may do, I thank you:
I am ready for all, I accept all.

Let only your will be done in me,
and in all your creatures -
I wish no more than this, O Lord.

Into your hands I commend my soul:
I offer it to you with all the love of my heart,
for I love you, Lord, and so need to give myself,
to surrender myself into your hands without reserve,
and with boundless confidence,
for you are my Father.[xiii]

Self-surrender, abandonment, is not in the final analysis a joyless state, but plunges us into the very depths of God whom we adore.  Therèsé of Liesieux speaks of this self-abandonment in her poetry.

But over the Seraphim, you have the advantage
You can be pure, and you can suffer.
…
I would like to give him both my blood and my tears…
Obtain for me to taste, on the foreign shore
That perfect abandonment, the sweet fruit of love.[xiv] 

In abandonment she says,  
No, nothing worries me.
Nothing can trouble me.
My soul knows how to fly
Higher than the lark.

Non, rien ne m’inquiète,
Rien ne peut troubler.
Plus haut que l’alouette
Mon âme sait voler.[xv]


[i]Martin Luther, Commentary on Romans, trans. J. Theodore Mueller, (Grand Rapids: Kregel, 1976), p. 109
[ii] Ibid. p. 111
[iii] Collected Works of St. Teresa of Avila, Vol. One, The Book of Her Life, (Washington: ICS Publications) 1987, p. 69
[iv] Catherine of Genoa [“Life and Teachings”, ed. Foster, Devotional Classics, p. 213
[v] Psalm 64:1b
[vi] Luther, Romans, p. 115
[vii] St. Benedict’s Rule For Monasteries, trans. Leonard J. Doyle, (Collegeville: The Liturgical Press, 1935), p. 1
[viii] Colossians 3:22-23
[ix] Ibid. p.5
[x] The Rule. Chapter 68
[xi] I John 4:20b
[xii] Catherine of Genoa, ibid.
[xiii] http://liturgy.co.nz/prayer-of-abandonment-charles-de-foucauld/3760
[xiv] Therèsé of Liesieux, Saint Cécile, trans. Robin P. Smith
[xv] The Poetry of Saint Therèsé of Liesieux, trans. Donald Kinnery, (Washington: ICS Publications, 1996), p. 208 & 319

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Blessed is the Man Whose Iniquities are Forgiven


Blessed is the one whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered.  Blessed is the man against whom the LORD counts no iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no deceit.[i]

The text says: “Blessed are they whose iniquities are forgiven”; that is to say: Blessed are they who by grace are freed from the burden of iniquity, namely of the actual sins which they have committed.  That, however, is not sufficient, unless also their “sins are covered,” that is, unless the radical evil which is in them, (original sin), is not charged to them as sin.  That is, covered when, though still existing, it is not regarded, considered and imputed by God; as we read” “Blessed is the man to whom the Lord will not impute sin.”[ii]

Take this text to heart!  There is a difference between believing in God and believing God.  Luther tells us that, “To believe in God means to trust Him always and everywhere.” There are those who think that everyone else is always to blame and not themselves, and those who feel that when things go wrong they themselves are probably the cause.  The former want you to live in guilt for their own relief; the latter spend too much time poking their own guilt with the stick of self-accusation.  Of course many sway between these two opposite poles.  When we are freed from the burden of iniquity two things happen.  First, our actual sins are washed away.  Second, our propensity to sin, our perpetual bentness is covered and no longer reckoned against us.  

The awakened Christian soul increasingly spends less and less time in projecting blame and guilt on others, but runs the danger of proceeding from necessary self-condemnation and legitimate guilt to a morbid state of unrelieved guilt.  Martin Luther, prior to his discovery of justification by faith had that problem.  Luther attempted to confess to Von Staupitz every sinful thing he may have done.  It took six hours. Von Staupitz is reported to have written later, "I was myself more than once driven to the very depths of despair so that I wished I had never been created. Love God? I hated him.” As I remember it his confessor Staupitz finally said something like “For Pete’s sake, Martin, grow a thick skin!”[iii] 

Now, that may be apocryphal, but the point isn’t.  It isn’t possible to confess all your sins, real and imagined, because the human soul, trapped in original sin, is a bottomless pit of iniquity. Confession is both necessary and helpful as John says:

If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.  If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.  If we say we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us. [iv]

Making a good confession is a response to saving grace, not a means of salvation, and you can’t save your “self” by making a perfect confession very simply because you are not perfect, and it is necessary for that old sinful self to die to itself in order that it might be reborn.  That is why it is both spiritually and psychologically necessary for us to be saved by grace through faith.  There is no other way that will either work or satisfy the soul.
With all of that said, it is necessary once more to go back to the source of forgiveness.

Surely he has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows; yet we esteemed him stricken, smitten by God, and afflicted.  But he was wounded for our transgressions; he was crushed for our iniquities; upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace, and with his stripes we are healed.  All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.[v]

We must always go back there and look on Christ crucified.  The wise advice of one of my fellow Scots was this, “"For every look at self, take ten looks at Christ."[vi]


[i] Psalm 32:1-2 ESV
[ii] Martin Luther, Commentary on Romans, trans. J. Theodore Mueller, (Grand Rapids: Kregel, 1976), p.83
[iii] Quoted from my tricky memory of a lecture long, long, ago.
[iv] 1 John 1:8-10 
[v] Isaiah 53:4-7  
[vi] The Memoir and Remains of the Rev. Robert Murray M'Cheyne.